Andi Henry Tollett

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it only takes a little space ;
to say how much we miss you ;

but it will take
all our lives ;
to forget the day we lost you

thinking of you and your loved ones today as always ;

love Alison xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Alison Evans February 1, 2009

In my thoughts and prayers.

Many moments... many tears...
Many thoughts won't disappear

Many memories bittersweet
Many years left incomplete

Many days spent in denial
Many wishes for your smile

Many hopes and dreams are gone
Many days are spent withdrawn

Many years have passed me by
Many times I still ask why

Many people think I'm fine
Many times I've begged for signs


Many sleepless nights are spent
Many hours with torment

Many moments... many tears
Many more in future years

Love from Liz Stuart Maxwell's mum x

Elizabeth Maxwell January 31, 2009

x♥x♥x
A FRIEND GIVES HOPE
WHEN LIFE IS LOW,
A FRIEND IS A PLACE
WHEN YOU HAVE NO WHERE TO GO,
A FRIEND IS HONEST,
A FRIEND IS TRUE,
A FRIEND IS PRECIOUS,
THAT FRIEND IS YOU.
x♥x♥x

LOVE AS ALWAYS ALISON XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Alison Evans January 26, 2009

I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, For you being so caring and keeping Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and the rest of my Angels in love while I have not been able too, I really appriciated it so much, You are a special person.
I feel able to come back now, or I am going to try, So bare with my if candles are a bit hit and miss.
Thank you so much, You've helped me cope.
Carole ( Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and all my other Angels xxxx )

Carole Aunt Of Aysha Kuddissi And Karl Fisher January 20, 2009

I need to tell you something,
That I hope will help you see...
I'm not sad in heaven,
Because God is here with me.
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It was on the day I left you,
That I saw the tears you cried,
But please don't worry about me,
God keeps me by His side.
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I'll save a place here for you,
In heaven next to me...
Where we can be together,
The way you wanted us to be.
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For now, please know I love you,
And dry those tears you cry...
I'll wait for you in heaven,
Where we will never say goodbye.

love as always Alison xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Alison Evans January 19, 2009

Angie (Andi Tolletts Mam)

Hi Andi hah alsort of problems trying to get on to your web page son it's been cracking me up not being able to talk to you son, i would like to thank all the pepole who have been lighting candles and leaving tributes on your page. We missed you so much over Xmas you used to love it with you little sister and brother they missed you too. It's now that time of year when we were told you did not have long 24-48 hours but you battled on for another 8 weeks you were so brave you would have put grown ups to shame you were a Man before your time son it was an houner to have been your Dad the tears have started son love you and miss you till we meet again Dad(Apple)

Angie (Mam) January 13, 2009

♥ ♥ No words we write can ever say♥ ♥
♥ ♥ How much we miss you every day.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ As time goes by, the loneliness grows;♥ ♥
♥ ♥ How we miss you, nobody knows!♥ ♥
♥ ♥ we think of you in silence,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ we often speak your name,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But all we have are memories♥ ♥
♥ ♥ And photos in a frame.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ No one knows our sorrow,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ No one sees us weep,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But the love we have for you♥ ♥
♥ ♥ Is in our hearts to keep.♥ ♥

love as always Alison xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Alison Evans January 10, 2009

Dear Mr Hallmark

I am writing to you from Heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my Mum, as she's finding it very hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a Mum too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my Mum so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My Mum carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes long into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr.Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind my Mum of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr.Hallmark, I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity

Julie Dodsworth (GTS Friend) January 8, 2009

The Year before Last
by Unknown

The holiday season is approaching,
and with it comes the New Year.
Although for me time passes slowly,
New Year's Day will ring in quickly.
I dread this New Year's Day
because they will look at me
in a terribly strange way
when I get misty-eyed,
and talk about something you had done.
After you first left me,
they reasoned when I cried,
"He's only been gone a few months."
And I would catch that look of
understanding in their eyes,
and found some comfort that they knew.
But on last New Year's Day,
my first thought upon awakening was,
Oh God, my son died last year,
not just a few months ago, not even this year,
but last year.
He will never live in this year.
They didn't understand, they didn't reason,
that last year, for me, the loss was still new.
They thought, "It happened last year,
so long ago, why she still cries?"
I could see it in their eyes.
This New Year's Day, will it be different?
Will my first thought upon awakening be,
Oh God, my son died the year before last,
not a few months ago, not this year or even last year,
but the year before last?
He will never live in this year.
Will they even listen, should I not look them
in the eyes, for fear that I shall see,
"Why is she still crying? It happened so long ago.
It was the year before last."
Those words that we use
to describe the passage of time,
a few months, this year,
last year, the year before last.
They don't know that time stands still for me.
Will they understand that's why I cry?
Don't they know
my son just died ...
the year before last?

Thank you for all your support this year. Wishing you, your family and Andi a peaceful 2009. Love from Liz Stuart Maxwell's mum x

Elizabeth Maxwell December 30, 2008

♥The gift of life is given, then its cruelly snatched away♥
♥It leaves so many broken hearts & sadness, come what may♥

♥Especially now at Christmas, which you loved with all your heart♥
♥The thought of you not being here is tearing us apart♥.

♥And yet we must be thankful, for the happy times we spent♥
♥When love & laughter filled the air, before the magic went♥

♥The pictures are so clear today, of a happy smiling face♥
♥The kind of perfect loveliness, which no-one can replace♥

♥This little Christmas message is to let you know for sure♥
♥The love that’s felt for you lives on, and will forever more.♥

love Alison xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Alison Evans December 19, 2008